Tuesday, August 27, 2024

COMING OUT

Dear All of Us,

They were many 

over much of years.

They came out.

They had to work at it.

They had to relax into it.

They let me companion them.

They taught me much.


       Our spiritual lives 

         are basically a

          Coming Out

   It's way more than sex.

            It's soul.


We don't decide 

to come out 

as this or that:

Methodist, Buddhist, 

Catholic,

monk, activist,

liberal, traditional,

leader, follower,

effusive, reserved,

speculative, practical,

mostly solitary,

mostly socializing,

theological, mystical,

here or there,

now or when?

All that is consequential.


We don't so much decide 

who and how we are.


We relax into how God 

wants to happen as us.


We relax into 

our deepest self.

That's God.

That's Being.

We be in Being.

We let God Be us.

     It's God

   Coming Out

      as us.


"I am the vine, 

 you are the

 branches."

 (John 15:5)


We are how God wants 

     to branch out

         as us,

       beautiful

         as us, 

        fruitful

         as us.


We aren't source.

We are source specific.

We are source fruitful.

We are source unique.


We don't have to 

create ourselves,

sustain ourselves,

determine ourselves.


We relax into the vitality 

that is God.

We delight to be 

as we are in

Being Itself.


We lighten up

     and 

     up 

we grow/go

in our unique

God Outing -

Methodist, 

mystical, 

activist,

emotional, 

reflective

    or...


In a highly 

self-centered culture

we are urged

to branch out 

on our own.

That severs source.

That disconnects.

That wilts.

That kills.


To maul 

the metaphors,

a horse that 

decides to be 

a car 

isn't going 

anywhere.


Relaxing into our 

   True Selves

   Welcoming 

   God Good

   Coming Out

      as our 

   True Selves

  takes a lot of

  time and turns.


Fear, culture, 

selfishness,

grow us wrong.

That means 

trimming.

             

   Coming Out

 means patience

   bloom, bud

   flower, fruit.

   No forced fast growth.


Branch that we are,

we sometimes lean

a little too much

this way and that.

We up as we right.


       Yes

 time and turn

     to grow.

It's nowhere near 

"One and done."


In my spiritual 

  Coming Out

over a long 

growth season

I had to adjust 

to different angles 

so as to catch 

the sun (Son)and grow:

one denomination 

and then turning 

to another 

denominational 

radiance,

monastery, 

seminary,

priest, 

pastor,

teacher, 

administrator,

retreat leader,

preacher, 

spiritual director,

single,

married,

father and 

thanks to Ollie, 

grandfather,

now long in the tooth

(and glad to have some!)

elderly, writer,

    getting 

Harvest Ready

 The Ultimate

 COMING OUT


     FOR REFLECTION


Coming Out means Going In

to that which is at our center, 

that which is the 

source and substance 

of who we are.

It's lovely!

It's Love Itself

It's God.

"God is love."

 (1 John 4:8)

We relax in the embrace.

We let God forth as us.

What's in our heart 

longing for our unique 

     COMING OUT?


Paradox: 

We are one and we are unique.

"You are not God and

 you are not not God."

     St. Bonaventure


Go figure.

Go flower.

Go grow.

All it takes is 

to fall in Love

and let it out

in your special way.

That's truly

    COMING OUT

      ******

   Deepest thanks 

   to my dear friend 

   Michael Schaadt.

   A recent conversation 

we had was the inspiration 

       for this blog 

     and much else.

           ******


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